Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Seven dead trees and one boy to mourn them

Life is full of people, who
Are walking around all full, and
I wonder sometimes If I am, the
Only one that’s empty
                                     
And I feel guilty when I sleep
Because I took those people,
For myself and I used them as much,
As I could to feel full, when I was
Hollow

I blew into them like a reed,
Flute with a yellow polish, and
The sound was like a wind that rushed
Through my canyon of a soul, vibrant
But just as empty as before

Maybe I’m meant, to return
To the ground I came from, and cast
My still hands like roots, so that my corpse
May become a home

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Star Child

I was born in the belly of a star
The same atoms that fused hydrogen into helium,
Coalesced into my eyes and toes
My fingers reached the furthest stars,
Before they were my fingers
I was born in the belly of a star

Prudent, don’t you think?
A star-child should be destined for greatness
Prudent, a cosmic joke
The irony the universe must enjoy
As I stumble from one drug induced stupor,
To the next

Call me star-child for I ride these waves
My life an ocean of sea salt collecting along the river Nile
I am going back to the sun
I am going back to my mother
I was foolish for trying to be
I was foolish for being born

I don’t Care

I’m an animal
Twisted by my jealous rage
And spurred by such delusions
I pull rabbits out of hats
In hope of finding myself

I look for meaning where it doesn’t belong
In the puddles that crumble beneath my feet,
In the embrace of fellow friends
In the embrace of fellow animals
I search for humans

When you’ve had enough
Good food can buy you satisfaction
Good sex can make you happy even when you wake up alone
Good drugs can take you away from what you want to not want
When you’ve had enough